Thursday, August 6, 2015

justified through lies deep in my eyes.

To all the broken glasses, I'm sorry.
To all the fractured bones, it wasn't intentional.
To all the times I didn't wake up early enough, my justification was never valid.
To al the days I've gone to work hungover, I thought I knew better.
To all the times I went days without showering, I guess I didn't care.
To all the times I spent money I didn't have, I always did it again.
To all the pages of books I never finished, I was afraid of committing.
To all the times I destroyed something beautiful, a childish love took over.

To my selfishness inside, I always said I was growing.

4,320 minutes.

It's scary how quickly life can change. It's interesting how it shows us it's true colors. Your struggles seem pathetic once you learn of others. How quickly it brings clarity through a lens not understood nor crafted. There's always hope. Those times when you are less important. It is no longer about you.