Anxiety driven to insanity.
Struggling frustrated begging for a plea.
Alone in this, simply just me.
Consistently inconsistent, with accountability.

Again and again, bouncing of the wall.
Each time present, not enjoying the fall.
Growth through power, forever so tall.
Practice proven, faster and faster to a crawl.

Always understood, yet sometimes forgotten.
Troubling pain, feeling quite rotten.
Plan devised, carefully plottin.
One day at a time, working towards stoppin.

Trying and trying, keep that smile.
Force it even, pull the file.
Laying beneath, heavy the pile.
Long road, single steps to a mile.

Routine today, feeling quite robust.
Confidence driven, simply just trust.
Pain and pleasure, facadely lust.
Positive reward, balance is a must.

Music played, calm and numb.
Strings of life, pulled and strum.
Continuously beat, worn out drum.
Days go by, false hoped fun.